January 2008

I thinks this january lasted so long time.. Maybe because of i didn't know how to take the time. I am waiting for my salary this month.. ^^ Since i had the salary last month so quick than it's should be.. Now, i am really2 waiting for.. ;)

I am thinking so much now. About my dream, aboouuut aallll i waannt.. I want that becomes true so quickly. I hope that God will guide my footprints.. Not only for what i will do, but also my healthy to support my will..

I really2 want an higher living.. for me, my life n my family.. I am afraid what'll be happen at the next day. When everything'll not be so easy, i guessed..

I think i need to enjoy my time. But i feel it's not the time. It's time for career, 'n money, 'n my battle to get love..

Because of that, i think that i cann't run my life so easily, and to be enjoyed. Sometimes i feel it's not me. I am so ambisious.. Where does me when i dont think anything about tommorow ? When i can be so playful with my friends.. I want her back..(sometimes)

regard, Stefanie