It's not about love, but it's about feeling lonely..

"Maaf, Troy, aku tak mau kalau hanya menjadi sekadar pemenuh hasratmu. Aku menginginkan posisi yang lebih jelas di hati dan hidumu, gumam Gadis dalam hati'

Sepotong kata hati Gadis as a woman at the novel that i was reading at afternoon. I just like the words. It's should must i do for a long time ago. But sometimes difficult to do at the time when we feels something so special and control to distract the feeling.

For being single, I feel so bored.. I have had a lot of my time for my self. It has been one year being single, and now i thinks i am ready to be in a relationship. But the problem is with whom i would have a relationship ? ho3x.. it's difficult to know that i have a feeling with someone, but he don't have any feeling with me. WeW.. It will be so tired to attact attention from mister from Mars.. :p

Maybe it's good to be true.. Being single with many fans.. :p I will be mrs available for you for the time my fans needs. hahahaha.. "YouR style likes a young girl... " And to realize that i am not enough rich to waste the money for being having fun.. That's all just imagination.. WeW.. :p

I feel desperated to know that i am just an employee with salary just enough for living one month...

What must i do, for upgrade my quality. I realize that i have a talent, what must i do just need time for being patient. And upgrade my confidence.. 'till the time.. (i still waiting) huuu.. >.<