I just feeling afraid, everyday when i go to office.. Just thinking what will happen today..
Just feeling like that useless to recruit me or not, because there is no benefit for the company.. But need to be thanksful for being lucky, can work here and see many kind people.. Althought if my probation will not succeed, but need to be positive.. The first one should i do is taking an english course, and speak english.. What is me? seonggok manusia bodoh yg suka melakukan hal bodoh.. Today, my card to go in the office is lost, Today is Salary day. Likes the time this is the end, you dont need to work anymore.. HuHuHuuuuUuuuuuuuuuu... T.T - I hope this is only my negative thinking..
And then, my family again.. why problem never ends, i just calling my mother today.. Like she is so stress :( because of my brother is easily to be angry.. His wife is sick, and still dont know what ill that she have.. Life becomes not easy.. God, Mother Mary just need you to protect my family..
Why my family, like have many disaster. All have a problem becomes family, didn't want to make family... :'( But, so owe see the family that happy with kids..
Today is really bad day, but keep me strong God.. Dont let me becomes down, i want to be someone.. Please let me became someone that have character..
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