Thinking

I have been live here at singapore almost 1 year and half.. I still remember last year i am still enjoy to live here. Work although hard, but still excited. Then enjoy about Singapore Great Sale, shopping without think to saving.

Oh my.. But it seems i cant live like that.. Nowadays, i become have many plan. Example Applying PR Spore, Plan holiday to Europe, Saving for future, Insurance, Help my friend for Wedding Preparation, Home Contract almost end, Decrease my weight, Plan to learn chinese and also work. This thing actually make me a bit depress, although it seem i am not really manage it by myself. There is friend that can manage it, but it seems take a part of my brain. :(

I miss home that my parents always think about it. But how old i am, why i am still cant be mature enough. Because all of this, i am become grumpy and angrier. :( Where is my patience ? :( God, i should be thankful. But i still need to have a dream, but to reach my dream actually i am not ready for up and down to ecounter the problem. Maybe i am not stable person character... But at all, there is always have some thing to be thanksful, friend that always try to make me laugh and boyfriend that patiently be there. :)

After last year i was enjoying my life, this year i try to continue look for a problem to challange myself become better person. But challange my self it seems make my comfort zone as a slacker person disturbed.. :D

Please help me to pass through together with u god and mother.. Lead my way!