This Afternoon at the offices.. i am feel so sooo stupid... feel so lazy too.. feel guilty too.. feel so sad too.. how come this feeling always be with me..
i feel so stupid becoz of my work for my project task.. i am work the project lately becoz i feel that this project without implement, and the new programmer make me use more effort.. huh..
i feel so lazy becoz of this is friday.. the day before saturday.. the day that my offices treat the employee at hanamasa.. hohoho.. and also one week before holiday (lebaran mode ON).. cann't wait till the dinner timeeee... :D
and alsooo i feel guilty becoz of mine is so freaky... i have waste the money ... my thr is gone gone gone... hua :'( i am sorry to my family, that i am to freaky for wasting the money for stuff or for food... i feel free a little when i say to my friend... how come the money is so fast become empty.. :D
and damnnn, today i realize that people at the office realize something for the first day after the holiday... arrghhh.. i hope that i can absent for the day, but my boss cann't let me absent bcoz the other people celebrate lebaran and i am not.. and then i hope that all the people absent, so the office will be a few people.... waaa.. but i hate there is people make other realize... >.< when the day, there will be somebody dun me... maybe my boss.. hoho..
i am so sad.. that realize that the topic at the lunch make me sad. that my friends will be gone awayy... hiks,, temmy has resign, disty will be resign too from my offices, and than my other friend become diligent to find the other job.. hukz... if they go, i will go too... it's a must... i think i must positive thinking that resign will be some brighter than my offices.. buuuuuttt,, why i am so lazy to find another job.. am i feel satisfied with my offices ? i think i am at the comfortable zone..
i must move on.. >.<
ouch no.. the time still point at 4.35.. It's still a long time until 5.30 pm.. i want to go... i feel so bored to work...