About Stefanie I

huhuhu.. After 2012 coming, and went to the office at 3rd Jan 2012. I've bad day got angry by Engineer.. Try to look for some good quotes. It's okay have Bad Day, It's not Bad Life.. Second's day got angry from Operations, what a day. Just keep alive Girl! Life is not easy :p I dont want become sad because of getting other's madness, but sometimes i always got rudeness from the others, try to think think and think... Something wrong with me, possibly i always need warn before i realize what the thing should be.. Maybe that's the way God make me survive, and big possibility my character that always make other people keep angry. :D How to change the character, if that's the way you are. God, promise. I dont want to be losed by any people, at once time i'll urgue that's they cannot do that to me. But somehow, i don't know how to act to others people. Please teach me how to act! Haa? God, could i still alive with my weakness without any colonial feeling. my brain like floating :D I don't want to be affected by anybody, let me be independent.

Hiiii..

Since i went to Europe, i have not create the story. :p Actually i want to create pdf file about my friend & me journey to Europe. But you know because maybe busy. It haven't finish til today :D

Ok lo', let's talk about hobby. Since braddel's personnel changed, Ebby married to Anton there is Desy that partner in crime with Ivant on the room, and me with Vebri at another room. And i feel very fascinated with both person, since now they can be closed with the one guy in bradde, they also have 2 unique hobby. both like knitting, the other one love to collect small thing but funny. :D They are architect, but at home Vebri love to knitting, and can cook. And Desy have a small thing, now she talk about her office desk that have many small thing. She decorated her desk with xmas, and before halloween also have. It's a bit awesome for me.

The other thing, last week visit anseina. She love to design clothes and knitting. She has sewing us for bridemaid dress for ebby's wedding..

Then other about the one guy at braddel, Currently his hobby play rollerblade beside he love music. He just buy the roller blade and the tools since we tried roller blade last week at east coast, but omg what we borrowed smell not nice T.T might be thats why at the 2 day after he went to buy roller blade and take urgent leave to play at east coast alone. It's awesome for me..

then others, ivant. i think her hobby is travelling,n making friendship, sport. This month, she has go to any places ; chiang mai, medan, then bali.

oh god, you are really precious show me many character of people in my life, especially architect. Their necessity about art make me amazed. Sometimes for me all that spend money will be though twice, but for them i think they think about other thing, something fun. :)

This is some part that i can post from their hobby. Test

Remember Travelling doesnt mean Shopping. Dont shopping too much when you did travel. Perhaps only rich person that do shopping when they travel. :D Maybe only rich person that used tour to go around the world. Who say, that doesnt have money cannot go. You need to change ur mind if u think like that, u just need to bring ur brain into it. :d test test

I wassss very tireeddd.. My friend's wedding was at 1st october that leave any sad feeling to us. Many friend's of bride feel a lot disappointing with anything. It's beautiful but yet so sad.. Since the day is raining, and all decoration become wet and the event like is not coordinated.. TOO BAD for all the thing preparation that they do.. But againnn, when u expect too much and the result is not really good even too bad. It's a lot of crying, even i dont know they cry because the meaning of wedding or the event wedding that for me is unsuccessful for committee, but for guest i tot it's still beautiful. They still can see the concept, but for committee it was raining, the ceremony move to the room, the ROM ceremony was late, the lady singer doesn't come. It's a bit not like what they dreams.

But the event still goes on. And realize that our friend that prepare for make up is really tired :P And i just continue go to the another wedding at jakarta. There was heavy traffic jam at jakarta, but in the end i ask my friend that drive to look for the other road, at the last we arrive at the wedding. That's a nice wedding *sttt that i tot its worth it to be attended. :p from the others wed that i came. But happiness for bride n groom just the 1st important thing.

After the wedding, i stay with devi cirebon and devi semarang. Nicely we slept together and spend time to chatting after a long time didnt meet. :) Then go back home, and visit tante tine , tante annie and come back home to visit parent and take them to the mall and come back to aiport send by wiewie :) Thank you for accompany me during my visit to jakarta. Then comeback to spore, still need to spend time together with githa and vebri. And a lot of gossip about bride. hehehe.. There is article from website about the wedding concept. DIY (Do it Yourself) :D

I'm just tired with all this thing.. to be busy but its fun :P

I amazed when i saw at top right facebook there is my old quotes..:D

Facebook can be very great, since it can make you remember what happen at the past two years.. Oh menn, i update my status like that.. :))

Status galau gw pastinyaa..

Let me tell you story about my housemate celebrate two of friend of us. One is Yustine, and secondly is Ansein. We celebrated Yustine on 30 August and Ansein 1 September. For yustine, its special day on monday which the tuesday is Hari Raya, so it was public holiday. Ivant cook and invite Nico, Raymond, Eci, Anton, and Kiki. then ivant invited Yustine to come into our house braddel. But she cannot come because her phone is off, and before that she said have a date. :p Then when we called her, and there is answer your phone is not available and nico said that.. "Waa, yustine have a boyfriend, the status is not available" hahahaha.. and we laughed :p Its quite entertaining because she cannot make it to come. But Do not worry, since one of friend know already where she stay, so she came into her house to celebrate. Its so good, we celebrate with Nasi Kuning, and laugh laugh laugh till early morning. Its crazy because of we drunk sapporo, and eby become crazy :)), like the orange balloon he said as papaya, its not bird. The bird is the blue one. since all the balloon are birds, so we are laugh again :) At the last, she was very happy with our celebration and presents :)

Then, For Anseina's birthday is different since her's boyfriend already book 1 room at swissotel. Its awesome, we come into the room and gather together n celebrate the birthday. This event also celebrate with arak.. After celebrate with cake, eat sushi and drink arak. We are the girls take photo with any crazy photo :D from bath up til all the space. It was crazy and fun. :)

too many story, i think its enough. :)

You know october will become my fear about anything. But actually is not about the thing itself but also about the preparation.

1. About my friends wedding

My friend's wedding will be celebrated on 1 october and she decided to organize all the wedding by herself without EO. That's awesome, this wedding celebrated in singapore and outdoor. This idea for me it's really great.. But the process to make it come true a bit miraculous, and magically since she want to make all by herself from the invitation, souvenir, decoration on the day. Actually its not possible, but the way she create this event to become all the people's event is not easy.

Til this day, It doesnt mean all runs ok since actually some friend doesnt feel happy with the way she bring all wedding thing to us at anytime, anywhere, and anything. :D Our conversation behind her, "Please deh, that's ur wedding.. Why u need to make urself and ours troublesome" And we just feel a bit frustated about how the way she treat his fiancee with madness, rude words, and pressure other's people with her things.

Actually, this is not my feeling, It just the result from girls discussion without her. And we called her as bridezilla. Maybe bride's feeling near the wedding day :D

For me, all become messy at the preparation but in the end, we are friend that will support till that day. Bcause we dont want she will be sad, and dissapointed for this experience. Check this out. But i should prepare my mentally for all of this that will happen til that day. =.='

More than that, on that day i still need to continue to Jakarta to attend others wedding.. What a tired day enw.. T.T

2. My Trip to Europe

It's more than that. I am stupid enough lha.. Even i realize my trip to Europe too sudden, but i still want it comes true. Maybe its ego.. Holiday is not easy man, Its take all my money and space in brain. There are many pressure that i have for this idea.

Firstly, i'll go with 5 people that they has habit to go abroad for holiday. They have gone to Cambodia, Thailand, Penang, and many others place. So i trust this idea will be grateful, but in the end 1 decided not to go, the other 2 also, and now the other 1 also not. So currently only 2 people that will go. Crazyyy!!! And thats very bad happen also, i tot i want to go europe and visit my friend at netherland, oh man she help me to give the invitation from netherlands, but in the end so sad she will stop her study at that place and will back for good. :'( although i dont like it, but it still her decision that probably good for herself.

And now, i a bit panic because of my visa applying. I dont know whether it approved or rijected, i still afraid of it. Although many people can say that it should be approved why they need to riject it, But i still have fear since my account history is not good and also many inconsistency in the application like my friend said that the cost will become my responsibility, but for staying will be accomodated by my friends. And the day will be on monday, i'll know the result. Oooo God, please let me become strong whatever the result.. My wish, If it approved i hope i can go to Lourdes. Give me strength to face all my fears.

I realize that world is really spin, since my feeling everytime always change from happy, thankful, hope, worry, dissapointed, angry.. But let me be the human that never feel desperate. \(^.^)/

Tired of this life..

Yesterday i just came back to Jakarta, meet my father because of he like to message me and when i called him, my mother said he is crying. On that day, i immediately check the flight and decided to buy then come back to Jakarta, take time with him. Actually i feel he changes the way he talk more sarkasm. But i feel sad when i see him difficult to walk because his bulge on the foot and the way he cough each time. He just finished his operation take polip from his nose. Then perhaps it caused he cant enjoy his food, he said all the food is not nice and he feel want to vomit. But then he said like he feel want to die, because he can not enjoy the food, and probably life also. We are spending time together go to puncak, to Romo Yohanes church at Cikanyere and talk at the car along that day.

Then after i come back to Singapore again, i am still thinking about my father. It seems he still money oriented, and also ambitious. After he went to Surabaya and meet my uncle, he seems become delirious. He still want to build business, then look for money since my uncle is very rich man. My uncle ask my father to live there, and my father also want but he still think about many thing at jakarta. His asset at jakarta, his grandchild, etc.


But the thing that i don't like about him is
1. His age has reached almost 70 probably, but he still want to get many thing. Why he doesn't thankful for what they have.
2. He assumed he is smart, a lot of his time used for read newspaper and watch the news, and also he was MAFIA (mathematics, physic, chemistry) teacher, then he has experiences to learn philosophy, and has experience as chairman at church environment, and also chairman for home environment and he has experience also as businessman. That why he feel he know about everything, but i don't know he is success or not to do all. Because for me, how smart he is but the family cannot know the essence of all that he done. Probably he just look for the respect from other people that he can not get from home. Since my mother maybe got big respect from the family. Ok, enw that political at home :D

The other thing that make me tired also

1. My friend at home, she is very kind and also can not be quiet. Since she lost his ex boy friend, it seem she always make her busier. Yesterday, i hear that she sometimes still remember him and sometimes she just crying although when she is walking. But ya, she always sleep late til night cooking, or walk at night, or else.
2. My friend that wanna marry this October, she feel a bit depressed that his fiance a bit late to think anything. She feel do anything by herself. Although i don't want become to interfere her marriage preparation too much. But if i have time sometime help a little thing.
3. My stuff, preparation to go Europe it seems very difficult for me. There is many pressure, problem and anything that come from family, money, time and myself. But i hope i can manage all to get what i want.

Beside all that tired thing, but thankful is needed. I spend time together with him at Jakarta, take a look new mall Gandaria City and Mall Living World. That both mall is new, and its big. But the food has adapted with mix Singaporean food and also Indonesian food. I just realized that Indonesia is modern city, i feel unbalanced when i go to inside mall and come out to the road. o ya, enw thank you for pick me up and accompany me walk at jakarta. :)