About Hobby

Hiiii..

Since i went to Europe, i have not create the story. :p Actually i want to create pdf file about my friend & me journey to Europe. But you know because maybe busy. It haven't finish til today :D

Ok lo', let's talk about hobby. Since braddel's personnel changed, Ebby married to Anton there is Desy that partner in crime with Ivant on the room, and me with Vebri at another room. And i feel very fascinated with both person, since now they can be closed with the one guy in bradde, they also have 2 unique hobby. both like knitting, the other one love to collect small thing but funny. :D They are architect, but at home Vebri love to knitting, and can cook. And Desy have a small thing, now she talk about her office desk that have many small thing. She decorated her desk with xmas, and before halloween also have. It's a bit awesome for me.

The other thing, last week visit anseina. She love to design clothes and knitting. She has sewing us for bridemaid dress for ebby's wedding..

Then other about the one guy at braddel, Currently his hobby play rollerblade beside he love music. He just buy the roller blade and the tools since we tried roller blade last week at east coast, but omg what we borrowed smell not nice T.T might be thats why at the 2 day after he went to buy roller blade and take urgent leave to play at east coast alone. It's awesome for me..

then others, ivant. i think her hobby is travelling,n making friendship, sport. This month, she has go to any places ; chiang mai, medan, then bali.

oh god, you are really precious show me many character of people in my life, especially architect. Their necessity about art make me amazed. Sometimes for me all that spend money will be though twice, but for them i think they think about other thing, something fun. :)

This is some part that i can post from their hobby. Test

Travelling to Europe test test

Remember Travelling doesnt mean Shopping. Dont shopping too much when you did travel. Perhaps only rich person that do shopping when they travel. :D Maybe only rich person that used tour to go around the world. Who say, that doesnt have money cannot go. You need to change ur mind if u think like that, u just need to bring ur brain into it. :d test test

Wedding to Wedding 011011 ^^

I wassss very tireeddd.. My friend's wedding was at 1st october that leave any sad feeling to us. Many friend's of bride feel a lot disappointing with anything. It's beautiful but yet so sad.. Since the day is raining, and all decoration become wet and the event like is not coordinated.. TOO BAD for all the thing preparation that they do.. But againnn, when u expect too much and the result is not really good even too bad. It's a lot of crying, even i dont know they cry because the meaning of wedding or the event wedding that for me is unsuccessful for committee, but for guest i tot it's still beautiful. They still can see the concept, but for committee it was raining, the ceremony move to the room, the ROM ceremony was late, the lady singer doesn't come. It's a bit not like what they dreams.

But the event still goes on. And realize that our friend that prepare for make up is really tired :P And i just continue go to the another wedding at jakarta. There was heavy traffic jam at jakarta, but in the end i ask my friend that drive to look for the other road, at the last we arrive at the wedding. That's a nice wedding *sttt that i tot its worth it to be attended. :p from the others wed that i came. But happiness for bride n groom just the 1st important thing.

After the wedding, i stay with devi cirebon and devi semarang. Nicely we slept together and spend time to chatting after a long time didnt meet. :) Then go back home, and visit tante tine , tante annie and come back home to visit parent and take them to the mall and come back to aiport send by wiewie :) Thank you for accompany me during my visit to jakarta. Then comeback to spore, still need to spend time together with githa and vebri. And a lot of gossip about bride. hehehe.. There is article from website about the wedding concept. DIY (Do it Yourself) :D

I'm just tired with all this thing.. to be busy but its fun :P

2 Sept 2 year ago & Celebrate 2 birthday's girl

I amazed when i saw at top right facebook there is my old quotes..:D

Facebook can be very great, since it can make you remember what happen at the past two years.. Oh menn, i update my status like that.. :))

Status galau gw pastinyaa..

Let me tell you story about my housemate celebrate two of friend of us. One is Yustine, and secondly is Ansein. We celebrated Yustine on 30 August and Ansein 1 September. For yustine, its special day on monday which the tuesday is Hari Raya, so it was public holiday. Ivant cook and invite Nico, Raymond, Eci, Anton, and Kiki. then ivant invited Yustine to come into our house braddel. But she cannot come because her phone is off, and before that she said have a date. :p Then when we called her, and there is answer your phone is not available and nico said that.. "Waa, yustine have a boyfriend, the status is not available" hahahaha.. and we laughed :p Its quite entertaining because she cannot make it to come. But Do not worry, since one of friend know already where she stay, so she came into her house to celebrate. Its so good, we celebrate with Nasi Kuning, and laugh laugh laugh till early morning. Its crazy because of we drunk sapporo, and eby become crazy :)), like the orange balloon he said as papaya, its not bird. The bird is the blue one. since all the balloon are birds, so we are laugh again :) At the last, she was very happy with our celebration and presents :)

Then, For Anseina's birthday is different since her's boyfriend already book 1 room at swissotel. Its awesome, we come into the room and gather together n celebrate the birthday. This event also celebrate with arak.. After celebrate with cake, eat sushi and drink arak. We are the girls take photo with any crazy photo :D from bath up til all the space. It was crazy and fun. :)

too many story, i think its enough. :)

me and my fears

You know october will become my fear about anything. But actually is not about the thing itself but also about the preparation.

1. About my friends wedding

My friend's wedding will be celebrated on 1 october and she decided to organize all the wedding by herself without EO. That's awesome, this wedding celebrated in singapore and outdoor. This idea for me it's really great.. But the process to make it come true a bit miraculous, and magically since she want to make all by herself from the invitation, souvenir, decoration on the day. Actually its not possible, but the way she create this event to become all the people's event is not easy.

Til this day, It doesnt mean all runs ok since actually some friend doesnt feel happy with the way she bring all wedding thing to us at anytime, anywhere, and anything. :D Our conversation behind her, "Please deh, that's ur wedding.. Why u need to make urself and ours troublesome" And we just feel a bit frustated about how the way she treat his fiancee with madness, rude words, and pressure other's people with her things.

Actually, this is not my feeling, It just the result from girls discussion without her. And we called her as bridezilla. Maybe bride's feeling near the wedding day :D

For me, all become messy at the preparation but in the end, we are friend that will support till that day. Bcause we dont want she will be sad, and dissapointed for this experience. Check this out. But i should prepare my mentally for all of this that will happen til that day. =.='

More than that, on that day i still need to continue to Jakarta to attend others wedding.. What a tired day enw.. T.T

2. My Trip to Europe

It's more than that. I am stupid enough lha.. Even i realize my trip to Europe too sudden, but i still want it comes true. Maybe its ego.. Holiday is not easy man, Its take all my money and space in brain. There are many pressure that i have for this idea.

Firstly, i'll go with 5 people that they has habit to go abroad for holiday. They have gone to Cambodia, Thailand, Penang, and many others place. So i trust this idea will be grateful, but in the end 1 decided not to go, the other 2 also, and now the other 1 also not. So currently only 2 people that will go. Crazyyy!!! And thats very bad happen also, i tot i want to go europe and visit my friend at netherland, oh man she help me to give the invitation from netherlands, but in the end so sad she will stop her study at that place and will back for good. :'( although i dont like it, but it still her decision that probably good for herself.

And now, i a bit panic because of my visa applying. I dont know whether it approved or rijected, i still afraid of it. Although many people can say that it should be approved why they need to riject it, But i still have fear since my account history is not good and also many inconsistency in the application like my friend said that the cost will become my responsibility, but for staying will be accomodated by my friends. And the day will be on monday, i'll know the result. Oooo God, please let me become strong whatever the result.. My wish, If it approved i hope i can go to Lourdes. Give me strength to face all my fears.

I realize that world is really spin, since my feeling everytime always change from happy, thankful, hope, worry, dissapointed, angry.. But let me be the human that never feel desperate. \(^.^)/

Life make you tired

Tired of this life..

Yesterday i just came back to Jakarta, meet my father because of he like to message me and when i called him, my mother said he is crying. On that day, i immediately check the flight and decided to buy then come back to Jakarta, take time with him. Actually i feel he changes the way he talk more sarkasm. But i feel sad when i see him difficult to walk because his bulge on the foot and the way he cough each time. He just finished his operation take polip from his nose. Then perhaps it caused he cant enjoy his food, he said all the food is not nice and he feel want to vomit. But then he said like he feel want to die, because he can not enjoy the food, and probably life also. We are spending time together go to puncak, to Romo Yohanes church at Cikanyere and talk at the car along that day.

Then after i come back to Singapore again, i am still thinking about my father. It seems he still money oriented, and also ambitious. After he went to Surabaya and meet my uncle, he seems become delirious. He still want to build business, then look for money since my uncle is very rich man. My uncle ask my father to live there, and my father also want but he still think about many thing at jakarta. His asset at jakarta, his grandchild, etc.


But the thing that i don't like about him is
1. His age has reached almost 70 probably, but he still want to get many thing. Why he doesn't thankful for what they have.
2. He assumed he is smart, a lot of his time used for read newspaper and watch the news, and also he was MAFIA (mathematics, physic, chemistry) teacher, then he has experiences to learn philosophy, and has experience as chairman at church environment, and also chairman for home environment and he has experience also as businessman. That why he feel he know about everything, but i don't know he is success or not to do all. Because for me, how smart he is but the family cannot know the essence of all that he done. Probably he just look for the respect from other people that he can not get from home. Since my mother maybe got big respect from the family. Ok, enw that political at home :D

The other thing that make me tired also

1. My friend at home, she is very kind and also can not be quiet. Since she lost his ex boy friend, it seem she always make her busier. Yesterday, i hear that she sometimes still remember him and sometimes she just crying although when she is walking. But ya, she always sleep late til night cooking, or walk at night, or else.
2. My friend that wanna marry this October, she feel a bit depressed that his fiance a bit late to think anything. She feel do anything by herself. Although i don't want become to interfere her marriage preparation too much. But if i have time sometime help a little thing.
3. My stuff, preparation to go Europe it seems very difficult for me. There is many pressure, problem and anything that come from family, money, time and myself. But i hope i can manage all to get what i want.

Beside all that tired thing, but thankful is needed. I spend time together with him at Jakarta, take a look new mall Gandaria City and Mall Living World. That both mall is new, and its big. But the food has adapted with mix Singaporean food and also Indonesian food. I just realized that Indonesia is modern city, i feel unbalanced when i go to inside mall and come out to the road. o ya, enw thank you for pick me up and accompany me walk at jakarta. :)

Thinking

I have been live here at singapore almost 1 year and half.. I still remember last year i am still enjoy to live here. Work although hard, but still excited. Then enjoy about Singapore Great Sale, shopping without think to saving.

Oh my.. But it seems i cant live like that.. Nowadays, i become have many plan. Example Applying PR Spore, Plan holiday to Europe, Saving for future, Insurance, Help my friend for Wedding Preparation, Home Contract almost end, Decrease my weight, Plan to learn chinese and also work. This thing actually make me a bit depress, although it seem i am not really manage it by myself. There is friend that can manage it, but it seems take a part of my brain. :(

I miss home that my parents always think about it. But how old i am, why i am still cant be mature enough. Because all of this, i am become grumpy and angrier. :( Where is my patience ? :( God, i should be thankful. But i still need to have a dream, but to reach my dream actually i am not ready for up and down to ecounter the problem. Maybe i am not stable person character... But at all, there is always have some thing to be thanksful, friend that always try to make me laugh and boyfriend that patiently be there. :)

After last year i was enjoying my life, this year i try to continue look for a problem to challange myself become better person. But challange my self it seems make my comfort zone as a slacker person disturbed.. :D

Please help me to pass through together with u god and mother.. Lead my way!

miss you, hate you, or like you

Just now, i can't sleep and want to say i miss you.. and evolve become any other feeling..

YM friend, old friend
i miss jati bcause i can pukul2 dia, 'n cubit2 dia :P
i miss steven bcause i still need his advice..
i hate wiewie, because we never have good conversation. i dont know why except he always can pick up me :p
i like adit because he like to chat with me and comment for something is not important to be discussed.. but actually its good.
i like talk to denny once a time.. its fun and interesting to talk what we already done in outself life.

Family
i dont like my own family bcause i thought our family never have good conversation each others.
i like tante liang, she is busy aunty that can talk to anyone at any age.
i like ci annie, ci sunny, ci bea, heidi because they just independent america woman from my family.
i like widya, meta because they are cheerful.
i like reynard, denny, evan because i can talk to them as a young person wahahaha..
i like davin, because he is managable person. also indah managable for foods.
i like tante tine because she is actually cheerful, except like to shopping :D
i like tante annie because she is patient
i like my mother so much because she is the best person that have big responsibility to my family.
i like my father but not so much because he can be reliable abour car and driving, but he like to mad, and lazy to do home work thing..
i dont like my sister cannot save money, just waste money.
i dont really like my brother, because he is a man in family cannot make my parents proud.
i dont like mine because i am like my father, bad side :D

singapore friend
i like juli because i can talk anything to her about work at singapore, and my friend. :)
i like andre because i have friend to go to church and talk about something motivate and also chat about routine life.

Office
i miss mandy because she like to talk and laugh..
i miss ebe because actualy he know how to appreciate me..
i miss josh because he like to ask me for chat and share before discuss about work..
i miss sharin because he has some humor sense..
i dont miss ricky because he is too much.. like to do social media thing at work hour :D except he like to talk about cheese, banana, and any other weird and unique thing :D
i miss shiau ling because she is cheerful girl except on stress working
i miss jolene, sharon. All the people in office just unique.:)

Braddeler
i like ivana because she is cheerful, talented girl and like to talk without stop.
i like ebby because she is kind, and thankful for what she get in life
i like endien because she is like to shopping ? heeeeee... bcause she is talkactive girl..
ohhhh my housemate all is talkactive :D and i love to hearing. i dont like to speak too much.
the last man at home dimas. just quiet, serious person but actually have sense of humor and music :)
the others that already live here
i miss githaaa because she is kind to me, and help me to saving money more :) so now i collect coin and force my quarter of salary go to saving account :)
i miss diana, my friend at home when i was going back fast after work :)

mimpi..

mengejar mimpi.. Tahun 2011 skarang yeee.. bntar lagi tahun 2012... ahayyy.. katanya sih end of the world??? reallyyy?

Before that day, i want to write my dreams.. #terinspirasi dari blognya orang, kakany tmen house mate ku sih tepatnya.. :P

sooo, langsung aja listed my dream. :)

*tapi sebenernya dari dlu aku sudah mempunyai mimpi loh. Dulu itu mimpiku dalam 5 tahun pertama stlh lulus kuliah aku mau ke singapore. Dan dalam 10 tahun pertamaku, aku mau ke jepang.

ok, itu yg tercatat dlm ingatanku. Dan aku merasa bahagia karena beberapa impianku banyak tercapai di penghujung tahun 2009 diantaranya adalah
- aku belajar menyetir mobil dengan lancar diajarin teman dan mulai membawa mobil mulai tengah tahun 2009 aku bawa mobil ke kntor;)
- aku melamar kerja ke singapore dapat tawaran dari teman, dan diterima ;)

Dan kali ini mari kulanjutkan dengan mimpi lanjutannya.
1. stelah10tahunpertamasetelahluluskeJepang
2. jalanjalankeluarnegrikalaubisamengunjungitemanatausaudaradinegaralain
3. pengenbisabahasachina
4. merasakanmusimautumnsomeday
5. menikahdenganpriayanggentlemandanbisamenjadisosokayahnjaditeladan
6. punyaanakdanmendidikanakdengandisiplinkalaubisamanyekolahinanakkeinggris
7. bisamasakinorangygguesayangbiarkatanydrperutnaikkehati
8. punyausahasendiri
9. berpikirsblmbertindak
10. lancarberbahasainggris
11. bikinortubanggadantetepsumbangsihkeortu
12. keepmenulis
13. tidaksombongdantidakcueklebihramahdenganoranglain
14. pengenpunyacameradanwacom(perangkatdesign)
15. punyamobilnrumah

bisa ga selese2 nih kalo ditulis semuanya.. More think will have more dream should i reach:)

sekian dulu :)

HouseMate story

Ok, the story is not the latest, but i still want to fill up into my blog. My homemate eby just has birthday celebration on 20 February. We gather at home and celebrate her, there is david, ivant, kiki, cecep, dimas, nico, and raymond here. We make surprise that is not surprise anymore because eby already come to home. :D But we still celebrate with birthday cake, give a gift then continue with eat mushroom, talk and talk and singing til morning.. Then tommorow, the day after this eby treat us at Punggol eat some seafood there. The places is very far from the city, some people to get there need some time. So after we get there, still need to wait others places. Since after we gather at punggol, we still need to take LRT to Riviera to reach the places. Actually the places is very nice place near the lake and also natural places we still can hear sound of jangkrik.. :P Then we reach home, after dinner. And sunday morning just get the good news, that "do you know what the present that her's boy friend gift to her?" There is a boxes, inside the box first time you saw the boxed of cd Jack Johnson, eby's favorite singer, then below it there is concert ticket jack johnson at Japan :D, then the last plane ticket to Osaka :) And all that gift is given to her at the place that they will be marry almost this last year. :) Awesomeee.. right ? if you can find the romantic guy like that ?:P Congratulation for Eby, You are so Lucky ;)

Others story about my housemate ivant, her good name actually ivana :). She just resigned from her office, and decided to go back to indonesia to take care her family maybe. Its seem the reason, but i dont think so :D but maybe one from many reason too :). Then for celebrate her resignation, and her last day at Singapore we gather many people to gathering and give some present for her. We give her Polaroid Camera and some cards to her. There are Andi, Nico, Dessy, Raymond, Dimas, Anton, Eby, Ansein, Ew, David, Kiki (but he absent on the day). We gather at home to give the card to her, and make give her some clue card to looking for the gift. :) She need to looking for 10 clue to get the present, and every clue she need to looking for at many places from my room, kitchen, refrigenerator, shoes rack, book rack, etc... The last she found it, she is very happy ^^ and she tried the camera to take picture of us :) Good luck to you girls, Wish u always happy ^^

I am just happy can become part of braddeller story. I thought my housemate eby and ivant are cheerful girl.. How come they can be so cheerful, that always become my question ? :D I thought i am serious person, i cannt do like theirs doing, cook and ask the people to come home and we gather just to gathering. Maybe i am to individualis. :P But its ok, that i am :)

Kata2 mario teguh sungguh mengena.
"Beranikanlah dirimu.. Bahkan seringlah gagal, Asal engkau lebih sering bangkit lagi.. Kesediaan untuk memulai lagi Tanpa penurunan semangat Adalah penanda tinggi imanmu." Kata2 sering2lah gagal mungkin itu adalah yg terberat. Tidak mudah untuk menerima kegagalan, apalagi sering. Membayangkan ny saja sudah berat, tp mario teguh asal bangkit lagi. Tidak apa menjadi gagal, asal bangkin lagi. Jgn biarkan dirimu terlelap dalam kegagalan. Sebisa mungkin justru jika saat memulai tidak ada lagi penurunan semangat. Itu berarti imanmu tinggi. Imanku tidak cukup tinggi, bahkan kepasrahan ku dan kepercayaan ku pada tuhan tidak cukup besar sehingga dsaat aku gagal aku slalu butuh wKtu lama untuk bangkit kembali. Tuhan aku mungkin skrg brada dalam kegagalan krn aku mrasa dalam persimpangan pekerjaan yg mnrt currently tdk membuatku cukup comfortable dsana.. Tp aku tahu aku hanyalah berada di persimpangan sub div, dmn antar subdiv mungkin memiliki perbedaan scr kepentingan.. Tp ajarku untuk menjadi lebih kuat lagi untuk bisa lebih baik scr personal, bukan untuk menjadi employee yg lebih baik. Ajarilah aku untuk tidak putus asa untuk mencapai cita2 dan harapan yang kuinginkan. Semoga tuhan slalu ada besertaku dan kluarga. Terima kasih untuk mario teguh dan semua motivator, smoga kalian slalu ada untuk membawa kemajuan bagi2 setiap manusia di dunia to become better person. Krn perubahan adalah sesuatu yg konstan, perubahan mjd lebih baik!!!!

20 Januari 2011

I almost send my resignation letter this morning, since i was so depressed today. But fortunately i can passed this morning time.
Actually they are not so bad. They are really kind of person. Maybe just situation that make them need to take responsible like that.
Somehow i so owe with them, with Mandy. How come they can be cheerful, although they have problem about work each others. I know mandy is really kind person, i like her so much. Actually although Jolene become unpleasant people when do verify, but i know she still warm to me. And also Shiau Ling, the one that very worst to report many thing bugs. I know it is not easy become her, because she need to be responsible to all the operation things. I am sorry, i am become very quiet lately. Actually i was very depressed if they still found issue that sometimes me and programmer doesn't what cause it and how to fixed it.
I am happy to become portal team. Although i know maybe somehow my team is not really serious to take schedule, Everything always finish lately. I still like u all. Sharin, that funny guys, and always relax. But actually become serious it is not good too. Somehow i always have many thing to be worried, make me older that i should be. Josh, our consultant that always have something to do, and sometime makes others always have something to be done. But i know, he just kind person that always make me remember about God. I need to thanks to both of them because actually they try to make cheerful if i was been have bad feeling, especially depression because operation thing.
Thank to developer that always do develop and fixed the bugs, actually it is not easy become them. Because they have many thing to do. But i see them still have spirit. Cia Yoooo :)
I love my company currently although i have stress on it. I like u all, at least i am thankful to god because i always go to office that there is political issues. All is my friends :)
And also my home mate, i am sorry. This week i am become very quiet. I just need time for myself. Although somehow i hate u all, but i know all of you hate me too. Somehow i always make u unhappy too.