Aku ingin melanjutkan kehidupan ini, keluar dari kesedihan dan kekecewaan, memasuki kehidupan yang ringan terasa di hati, yang lembut terasa di wajahku, dan bening dan sejuk terasa di pikiranku.
Tuhan, bantulah aku untuk Move On!
Aku rindu untuk hidup sepenuhnya sebagai jiwa gembira yang riang merayakan keindahan hidup ini.
... dikutip dari kata2 Mario Teguh tgl 29 march 2012.
Tuhan, aku mau mau pikiran yang sejuk, jiwa yang gembira dan riang menjalani kehidupan. Aku harap aku bisa move on tahun ini. Cheers :)
Let's hope, become hope is stronger than fears. - Hunger Games.2012
Seorang Cwe muda, energik, menarik :) yang masih mereka-reka jalan kehidupannya.. (dulu)
sudah melalui 1/4 abad, sudah jadi wanita, tidak muda lgi, yang masih mereka-reka masa-depannya ( 2009 - July 2012 )
2012 : The special year when i find myself, ready for mature relationship and ready to live for family, and others people!
Wednesday, March 28, 2012
Curhat ahay
Hello blog,
long time didnt see you. I feel unhappy although i am surrounded by all kind peoples.
I feel dissapointed for anything although i've friend a lot, i've family that really care to me, i've boy friend that like to say cheesy thing.
Blog, i've no spirit to work anymore at singapore. :( God, although i know somehow i should be thankful, but i still unhappy with the job at spore. And maybe also about the salary. Ah sucks! you know how emotional me at my third year at singapore.
Everybody can say, you can save a lot at singapore. But actually there are a lot of temptation too at singapore. First is Shopping, since shopping mall at singapore always persuade you with many discount thing :p Between bag, shoes, books, electronic, gadget or else.. :p Second the temptation is Vacation, Its easy to go holiday from singapore since manage visa here is easy, and this city very small and so bored. Then the third, after all the temptation if you cannot handle it you can suicide, have party, or free sex. hahahaha...
What kind of life that you can have here, ALL is UP TO YOU.. But how you work here, also sometime you need to work very hard with minimum salary since you're just worker from others country. But still positive, that you are here is happier than live in Indonesia.
Blog, i still dont know about the future. What i want cannot be easy to be get. Why my brain is not clear, i really dont know what i want now. I feel unhappy, i cannot control my emotional. I miss to be loved by my parents. God, why we need to be mature ? I still want to be kids.
I'm too temperamental. I'm afraid that i can finish my life til the end of age god give to me. Maybe i'll suicide before that time. :)) HaHaHa..
There are no correct or wrong way, everything you can do, but please god, give me your wisdom, i still want to make my grand ma and my parents happy.
Sometimes i want to runaway from this life..
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